After another sip of coffee, Puck shook his head just a little. "If I didn't know any better, I'd think Tim and I were long lost brothers or something. Only, I ended up in juvie for something I did do, so I can't quite claim innocence in the situation. After the whole adoption of my kid thing, I ended up stealing an ATM and... Wow... That sounds stupider and stupider every time I actually say it out loud... Which isn't all that often these days, since it's not something I'm exactly proud of by any stretch of the imagination. But yeah... As you get older, you begin to see that change is necessary, sometimes no matter how hard it is. I changed and grew up. So did my friends. But this has been a weird situation, just to be honest. I know that's a huge understatement here, but you know what I mean. And that's the damn truth. I don't regret it at all. It was what was best for her, and I made a few mistakes... Thought I had a shot to be her dad... But I wasn't ready to be anybody's dad, no matter how much I wanted to be. And I can see that now."
"The one and only," Puck replied with a warm, if pained smile. "Yeah. His husband's my best friend. If you met him, you'd never believe that was who Kurt Hummel fell in love with. He's crazy, but he's our Blaine, and we love him." Puck wasn't really ready to talk about Blaine in the past tense yet. Even if he hadn't been in Puck's life for a very long time. "Exactly that. You know, some people have the capability to find love more than once in their lives. Blaine most definitely isn't that person. Kurt is his everything. Always has been, since they met, really. But yeah. Pretty much. It's killing me to think about that. That I can't help him from here, and honestly, I can't help him at all if he's fucking dead. I just want him here and with Kurt again. It's the only place he'll ever be happy. He saved my life, honestly. When I was still a fucking moron doing stupid shit, he more or less sassy gay bitched it out of me... All in the middle of loving me through it. It's harder than anything to live here without him. Especially knowing where his life went."
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"The one and only," Puck replied with a warm, if pained smile. "Yeah. His husband's my best friend. If you met him, you'd never believe that was who Kurt Hummel fell in love with. He's crazy, but he's our Blaine, and we love him." Puck wasn't really ready to talk about Blaine in the past tense yet. Even if he hadn't been in Puck's life for a very long time. "Exactly that. You know, some people have the capability to find love more than once in their lives. Blaine most definitely isn't that person. Kurt is his everything. Always has been, since they met, really. But yeah. Pretty much. It's killing me to think about that. That I can't help him from here, and honestly, I can't help him at all if he's fucking dead. I just want him here and with Kurt again. It's the only place he'll ever be happy. He saved my life, honestly. When I was still a fucking moron doing stupid shit, he more or less sassy gay bitched it out of me... All in the middle of loving me through it. It's harder than anything to live here without him. Especially knowing where his life went."