bitofheavenwithawildside: (Upset [Watching])
Maggie Gresham ([personal profile] bitofheavenwithawildside) wrote in [community profile] etrelibre 2013-01-15 10:52 am (UTC)

Maggie was still in a state of shock. What the hell was this supposed to mean? If Kurt was alive here, it meant everything was different, right? She'd had the wildly inappropriate comfort fuck because Kurt died. She'd reached out to an old friend who was going through the very same thing because they'd both lost a person they loved dearly, and they'd shared a night of much needed care and comfort, albeit drunkenly. But if Kurt wasn't dead here, maybe that meant that the comfort sex had never happened, which maybe meant that she wasn't pregnant after all. That could make sense, couldn't it? But she didn't say anything right away, letting Kurt explain to her what was going on, despite the fact that, through it all, he looked very much... almost annoyed by the whole thing... as if people randomly ending up on beaches when they were just sitting in their houses was a completely normal thing that she should just expect.

But his explanation made no more sense to her than randomly appearing on a gorgeous tropical island. No sense at all. Though she couldn't deny that this place felt a lot better than home did right now. It was peaceful, beautiful... it was a fucking beach, and she was just here. So even if it did turn out just to be a dream, she wasn't really planning to fight it much more at this point. Out of curiosity, she sneaked a peek at the pregnancy test again. Fuck. It still said pregnant.

"Okay, fine, no ghost of anything... But hey, if all the queers go to hell, it sounds like my kind of place to be. Once a fag hag, always a fag hag, and all that. Speaking of fags and hags... Is Nick here? I really need to see Nick. Hell, is anybody else here? Any of our friends? Or is it just you and me from home?" She sort of looked around her at the palm trees, and the waves rolling in, and just shook her head. If she had to be pregnant, at least it came with a really nice vacation. She couldn't deny that staying pregnant wasn't the only option in her mind right now, and she had to wonder if the island offered modern medicine, like safe terminations. She hadn't decided on that yet, but she really just wasn't sure where this whole thing might lead her. She wasn't sure she could handle being a mom along with the shock of this island thing, too. But it was way too soon to make any huge decisions, and she wasn't going to make the mistake of jumping right into a decision right off the bat. "I guess I could freak the fuck out right now, and panic, but I have to admit, at least it's... a nice kind of crazy, if that's what I am."

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