Not really. We were young. It was junior year. He was my first, yeah. Honestly, I was really drunk and the whole thing was confusing but I never had the chance to get any closure with it before I was here. Of course, he hasn't ever come until now so I just put it aside as one of those past things that just were but didn't really have an explanation. I came to terms with my sexuality here on the island, but I have no idea what went down for Jeff back there. It's okay. I just really don't know what I'm supposed to do.